OK, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT COULD GET STRESSED OUT THIS CLOSE TO THE END OF EVERYTHING...THE END OF SEMESTER, SCHOOL, INDIANA....I HAD NO IDEA! CAN YOU EVEN COMPREHEND WHAT I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW? I FEEL LIKE MY WHOLE WORLD IS ABOUT TO BOTTOM OUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO DO AND MY FINAL PROJECT IS LITERALLY GOING TO DRAIN ME IT I'M NOT CAREFUL. MY PROFESSOR THINKS HE IS SO FUNNY WHEN HE GIVES US A PIECE TO ARRANGE AND I CANT EVEN TELL WHAT IT IS SUPPOSED TO SOUND LIKE AND I ONLY HAVE 3 WEEKS TO DO IT!!!! PLUS I GOT A 90 ON MY LAST PROJECT WHICH IS STUPID BECUASE I THOUGHT IT WAS REALLY GOOD AND I DON'T CARE IF HE THINKS I SHOULD HAVE USED MY BRASS SECTION MORE I WANTED IT TO SOUND THE WAY THAT I WROTE IT: FOR PURE COLOR CONTRAST. I DON'T THINK I SHOULD GET POINTS COUNTED OFF BECUASE OF THAT ITS NOT FAIR AND I'M ABOUT TO AUDITION FOR GRAD SCHOOLS AND I'M SO CONFUSED BECAUSE NOW I AM SECOND GUESSING WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE AND I'M GETTING THOUGHTS IN THE BACK OF MY MIND THAT MAYBE I SHOULD GO ON A MISSION FIRST BUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT THE RIGHT THING TO DO IS BECUASE I ALSO WANT TO FINISH SCHOOL AND GET MARRIED AND HAVE A FAMILY AND I DON'T WANT TO BE 27 AND OLD BY THE TIME THAT HAPPENS SO I'M JUST SO CONFUSED!!!!!! Thanks for listening to my rant
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Ha Ha! I remember once when I thought I was in charge of my life. I was going to finish school, serve a mission, date someone for a few years, and get married and have children, and finish up a PhD. So...I served a mission, got married and have a kid, and still have 2 semesters until I get my bachelor's, which at the SOONEST would be next December. Which would make me two months from being 27. Does that make me qualified to say, "I understand" ????
Yeah...i guess you qualify...i just feel like i'm hanging in limbo right now...crazy...by the way, i can't view your blog anymore...i've been blocked.
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Michelle Everything gonna be fine !! What will happen will happen.. RIGHT? Just let's it go. hahaha U are very cool and super professional musician sooo just relax ^.^ Be cool !!!
Keep it gay....
Miss ya
NO_ON
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